I am feeling very fearful at the moment. Not for any terrible reason, just many, many little reasons that build up into a big ball of fear right in my chest.
Every decision seems to be so important and life changing, every step could be the most important thing I do or could lead to the wrong path.
I am finding it hard to just let my life flow, I keep trying to force the direction, stay in control.
And in the way that fate plays with us, I seem to have more and bigger choices to make at this time when even what to have for breakfast is beyond my capabilities.
I woke up on saturday morning at 4am with five papercuts lodged in my head - this was one of them. I had made it by breakfast and I am going to try and remember the message as I baby step my way through the stumbles of the next few days.
The other designs will follow and I will be back to show them to you when the time seems right. In the mean time feel free to listen to the message along with me and hear your heart when it urges you to be brave.
